"For the first time in my life I saw the shadow behind the addiction. I saw clearly that it wasn't me—yet I had fed it, armed it, and let it wear my name." Full testimony: [LINK] #RecoveryStory #FaithOverFear #SobrietyJourney

Its been a while since I’ve updated my blog and I’ve been through The Crucible my life. Through all the trials and tribulations, the moments of feeling utterly alone and desperate for affection and crying out to God and anger and frustration. In the end I had to learn the hard way such as I always same to need to experience my own foolishness until I’ve exhausted myself with mistakes. Discernment comes with the wisdom of learning how to see ahead through the lense of past exp

Sometimes, I need to remind myself that there was a time during my addiction when I would have given anything to live the life I am now living. There were nights I would pray to God to make it out of that darkness and become a normal, functioning member of society. It is so easy to take things in life for granted. No matter how far I come, there is always a doubt that says, “You’re not far enough yet.” It is easy to focus on the things lacking in life rather than allowing mys

2 Thessalonians 2:9-11 (Great Deception) “The coming of the lawless one will be in accordance with how Satan works. He will use all sorts of displays of power through signs and wonders that serve the lie, and all the ways that wickedness deceives those who are perishing. They perish because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. For this reason God sends them a powerful delusion so that they will believe the lie.” How Important Are Questions Like “What Do I Believe?”

There is a strange rhythm to life, one that hums in hidden tones, weaving moments together in ways that evade understanding. They call them synchronicities —those mysterious alignments of events that appear random on the surface but are tied together by an invisible thread. I’ve experienced these firsthand, particularly in matters of the heart, where intention and intuition seem to collide. Recently, I found myself at the crossroads of one such synchronicity. A woman from my

April 28th, 2024 The longer I live through this timeline of history, the more I truly believe that we are approaching the end of the world as we know it. The evolution of technology has brought Man on a journey from horseback and covered wagons, to Airplanes and submarines and allegedly landing a man on the moon all within less than 75 years from the time when automobiles were first being driven on old streets. The 21st Century on earth for mankind was unlike anything previou

"Pressure and Time Make a Diamond Shine" A Year ago when I started this journey of stepping out on my own to start my own company, I never could have imaged the difficulties and obstacles that I would soon face. The partnership agreement that I signed only covered 40k and my business partner has since stopped paying the salary and we have not finished the website or app thought he developers that we had hired. Basically, I am in a far worse off position than when I started,

The Journey Begins A Glimpse into My Childhood Growing up in a loving, middle-class family, my childhood was filled with laughter, sports, and unforgettable memories. Our home, situated on a beautiful lake, served as the perfect playground for a young and adventurous spirit like mine. From sunrise to sunset, my days were spent exploring the outdoors, swimming, fishing, and boating. My parents provided me with every opportunity to develop my interests and pursue my passions, a

For over a decade, I wandered in the shadow of addiction, teetering on the precipice of death more times than I care to remember, only to be pulled back from the abyss by the hands of first responders after each harrowing overdose. It took years of painful reflection to uncover the deeper roots of my affliction. Countless in-patient stays, out-patient programs, methadone and suboxone treatments, and twelve-step groups became familiar territories in my relentless struggle to b